Yes I know.... change the record. I'm going to see if I can get a caveat added to all my posts that says sorry I've not posted for ages, however, kudos to ye who came back to see what I've been upto.

We'll start with some proper randomness.. I had an exam today and I finished early so i thought I'd write some words that came into my head, on a peice of paper.

Concubine
Pestillence
Borrow
Dress
Monitor
Solilquy
Ketamine
Cranium
Adage
Masticate
Gremlin
Choleric
Demand
Corinth
Inhabit
Turquoise
Garrallous
Billious
Vicarious
Machinations
Omnipotent
Oratory
Engineer
viscitudes
FIicticious
Preamble
Non-secaqure
Quid Pro Quo
Dromedary
Loquatious
Mushroom

I wonder if any of them are relevant. I love words. Especially interesting sounding ones. I'm sure to some people they are perfectly perfunctory necessities useful only for comunnication, but the more interestig ones open up a whole exciting sounding world of creative and elegant discourse. And as my friend who#s reading over my shoulder as I type so eloquently put it "woteva".

Sigh

Other news... having trouble and strife at work on account of being given way more responsibility than I can cope with. My work study balence is totally screwed up andt's causing problems both at work and at uni. So I'm thinking of jacking it in so I can study proper. It's all so stressful. Not getting on with my boss (who could fail to love me?) and generally really not feeling the love for being there. I think since I've been there for almost six years it's really time to move on so watch this space for a new job.

Men? Ahh well.. lets move swiftyl over that suffice to say there are some wholley inappropriate but not unfulfilling endevours on the go at the moment. I'm really missing stable male company (and no that's not the Horse Groom!) however. I wonder if it's something biological that kicks in (or maybe social which is probably more accurate - ALL my friends, and I do mean ALL of them are in stable and fulfilling relationships while I lurch chaotically from one bad relationship to another. I don't know why this is. ) and reminds us via our overies that time is indeed running out. I wonder if I'm one of the lucky(unlucky) few who will never properly settle down conventionally (I think my mother will disown me if I cheat her out of a big society wedding(my idea of HELL) and stay a spinster living in sin(I MUST stop overusing parentheses marks)).

I was walking with a friend of mine out of the university building some days ago and we were mouthing off about what we could each achive, and I said something along the lines of "Yeah I could write that essay, stay up all night run a marathon AND sort out world peace in my coffee break WITH my eyes shut! And as if to prove a point, shut my eyes and promptly walked into a sign.

So I can put it off no more... another exam becons so I shall avunt and immerse myself in revision of Anantomy and Physiology 1 - cardiovascualar and respiratory functioning.

Adieu mes peties fils. Remember me fondly till the next time